I’m celibate right now and I’m very comfortable with it. There’s definitely a cleansing element but honesty…truly, I hope that when I am open to sharing myself with someone in an intimate way again, I hope they can show me the true art of making love. Yes, I’m great at performing but I’m never really in tune. I’m not unleashed. My body acts as my spirit just waited for it to be over. I don’t want that for myself anymore and I don’t believe the woman I’m becoming would even allow it. She’s showing me she wants to be savored. She wants to feel safe. She wants to feel beautiful and sexy from head to toe. She’s craving sweet flavors and adrenaline rushes and no sense of control. Moaning under the moon and brown eyes hit by sunlight. She wants something that transcends the physical being…and she isn’t fuckin anybody until then
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